i wanna jump and say i love you,but there seems to be braces-interuption.
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22 July, 2009, 7/22/2009
emo shit.
yesterday, after reading new moon a little,after the part where Edward would say " you're not good for me,Bella."and all the rest of the emo part, i actually got stuck to the emo mode and it could not wear off.i frowned at everything,even 'just for laugh' show. i realised that whatever ive been feeling for all this weeks that were hidden by the school load and pretentious smiles,were beginning to slowly show through me. the feeling of being emo was already sucky to bear, but not knowing the exact reason that caused it made it all worst.i was sure that it couldn't be just the book.i went to bed, thought about Edward, Bella's reactions(so alike to what i would probably do if i was in her shoes), certain issues and before i knew it, i was wetting my pillow. thank god no one caught me weeping cause i dint have an answer for them.i dint even have an answer for myself. my eyes were very painful in the morning.im glad that my bangs are covering my always, almost permanent frowning eyebrows.
today,after a long hopeless research/talking to mila time in the library, the air corn gave me a stinging headache.but i still decided to listed to music throughout the journey home though i clearly knew that it was gonna worsen the pain.
theres only six more weeks to promo 2, but im still continuing to read the twilight sagas. i know that i have to start now like all my other classmates, but i just cant. fear hits me everyday when i struggle at a question like a headless chicken.but the fears dissolves the minute i step into my house.
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hello.im hemani and i love to colour my teeth with rainbow.jumping down from 15 stories every weekend is my hobby and counting sheeps everyday before sleeping is my love.i always wish to remain in the weee mode.
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abigail
farah
mila
sijin
fadilah
chrissy
dhiv
amriah sha
dallilah
shade
nics
+ wasp.
+ big crab.
+ legal.
+ run away.
+ catdog day.
+ BLEHHH.
+ volcano.
+ superheros dont exist.
+ omg -____-
+ irreplaceable,not.
A accidentality productions
Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D
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