i wanna jump and say i love you,but there seems to be braces-interuption.
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01 July, 2009, 7/01/2009
literally breaking.
yea maybe im a weak chicken.whatever,i don't really give a fuck.yea life is not easy for anyone,and some of you may have gone through what im going through now,so whenever i say im busy it seems like an excuse.but everyone deals with it differently.as long as your not in my shoes,you wouldn't know.everyone around me are upset with me.some just show it directly, some just wear a mask with pretentious smiles.today itself while i was chatting with my two friends all i distinctly remember hearing them say-"whenever i ask you out always busy anyway" and "hey aren't you suppose to be always busy.i mean ALWAYS".im getting frowns after frowns, sigh after sigh for always saying no.i dont hate anyone for thinking that whatever i say is bullshit,that is all mere excuses.but when the tuth is always taken as an excuse,it does nothing but rubbing salt in the wound.i don't expect anyone to understand what im going through since im not willing to trust and share my sadness.but ive reasons for that.its just too much,even abby doesn't know everything.its embarrassing and it involves family,mums crying and telling me to keep it between just both of us.im going through shit.yea true everyone one goes through shit.and since im winning so much about it, take it that im weak or whatever you want.ive tired of being labeled being the girl MIA. ive always tried to make evryone happy, but i guess i always fail. so just ignore me.dont expect anything from me.just give up on me.and maybe you will stop being disappointed.you'll be happy.let go of this winning weak bitch whos so carried up in her own small circled life.and again, im not ranting all this to blame anyone for anything.
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hello.im hemani and i love to colour my teeth with rainbow.jumping down from 15 stories every weekend is my hobby and counting sheeps everyday before sleeping is my love.i always wish to remain in the weee mode.
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abigail
farah
mila
sijin
fadilah
chrissy
dhiv
amriah sha
dallilah
shade
nics
+ segmented.
+ sip a bling.
+ stranger.
+ moonwalker.
+ hey there D.
+ legs do the talking.
+ dead feet.
+ my big guy's day.
+ math with BF.
+ edge.
A accidentality productions
Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D
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